"I don't want to do drugs for days"— Diddy's ex-lover once wrote she was "done being used" by rapper in her Notes app

In Sean "Diddy" Combs' sex trafficking trial, the rapper's ex-girlfriend is giving her testimony under the pseudonym "Jane." She took the stand on Thursday and gave a graphic description of the "hotel nights" planned by Combs. She claimed that the rapper allegedly liked to take in the sight of her sexual encounters with male prostitutes. She also alleged the extensive use of drugs.

Jane expanded on these claims and gave more descriptions about the alleged drug- and sex-fueled nights, which she described as "hotel nights," in her testimony. As per CNN, Jane testified that she had to take drugs to get through these nights. The jury viewed Jane's Notes app, where she expressed her feelings following the "hotel nights."

“Hey I don’t know why you’re calling me for but I’m sorry I don’t want to do drugs for days and days and have you use me to fulfill your freaky wild desires in hotel rooms,” she wrote in one of her notes.

Per her testimony, Jane alleged that Combs started seeing another woman, which she mentioned in her December 12, 2022, note. As per the note, she wrote that Diddy turned to another woman after the "hotel night," leaving her cleaning and recovering from it alone.

“I’m done being used by you. I don’t feel good around you,” she wrote.

In her testimony, Jane said that she regularly stored her thoughts in her iPhone's Notes app, and at times, she would muster the courage to send them to Combs.

“It was the only avenue to get my feelings out and write my thoughts and my feelings,” Jane said about collecting notes.

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What more did Jane reveal on the second day of her testimony in Diddy's trial?

According to NBC, earlier on Friday, Jane testified on the stand and alleged that Combs didn't like her to use protection at sexual encounters with other men during "hotel nights." She also recalled how she cried during two instances after these nights.

As per the Washington Post, the jury took a look at the text message she sent to Diddy, expressing her distress about these encounters with other men.

“Ever since I opened Pandora’s box I’ve never been able to close it. I’m so much more than being loved in the dark in hotel rooms doing things that make me feel disgusted,” she wrote in the text message.

ABC News reported that in her testimony, Jane shared the challenges she faced at these "hotel nights."

"I just remember my feet being really sticky and oily and I would try to remain balanced. Maybe a couple times I slipped," Jane testified.

In one of her allegations, Jane said Diddy wanted her to get nipple piercings and even set up an appointment for her. According to her testimony, she removed the piercings a year later after they started snagging on her lingerie and causing bleeding. She said that Diddy did not like that she had removed them.

"He would say things like 'Where are my piercings? Where are my piercings? This is the last time I see you without them in,'" Jane testified.

The outlet further reported that Jane told the court that these "hotel nights" caused her back pain as well as very frequent UTIs due to sexual intercourse with different men.

The jury further inspected the text messages exchanged between the two, including a message in which she expressed her hurt feelings when she saw Combs with another woman on social media.

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Amid Jane's ongoing testimony against Diddy, social media posts are surfacing that are reportedly hinting at Jane's real identity. On Friday, Jane's attorney requested that the court take robust steps to protect the identity of Diddy's ex-lover.